PAST TERRITORY.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006

yeah. my class sucks. i hate my class. 1e1 sucks. 1e1 peeps have low EQ.
ESPECIALLY THE GUYS. BOOOOOOO!

maybe im just bored. or maybe the teacher sucks not 1e1. well, WHO CARES. )))))):
MOST GUYS HAVE LOW EQ!! THEY ARE ALL EMODENSE! rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! i'm unhappy wiv the people around me! GRRRR. wads all the nonsense about?!?!?! why only when people kick up a BIG fuss den evryone will den care????? what kind of crap is dis? STUPID! if i talk to you & say WHATEVER, i just dun feel like talking okayyyyy?! all bullshit. BULLSHIT.

what am i talking about? i guess im just bored. im sincerely, deep from my heart, most guys have low EQ. especially guys under 16. hah. & yes, im talking abt himmmmmmm!


maybe im having these stupid frustrations cos;

i hate those people that talk to me just because they want to knw about sumone or something else. if you dont knw wads that called, its called being used.


we loved. Y2:48 PM


oh my goodness lahhhh. hw come so many people i ask, their aggregate is BAD BAD BAD? ): esp from bendemeer! NOOOO! this is SOOO NOT my school style. something MUST be wrong. most probably is MRS KUKUBIRD. that bimbotic bytch. stupid twit. get out of OUR school! GRRRRR. sickening. last time, u can ask anyone just ANYONE! they will tell u that they gt 250 & above. this sucks. GRRRR. of cos there will be such cases like 130+ lah. bt, maybe rarely lahhhhh!! this is sooooo hopeless. okayy. finally kachai tells me an average score.. :DDDD & he kills my hope cos he gt some stupid score instead. BRADDY HELL. BENDEMEER PRIMARY IS BRAINDEAD! fack.

anywayyyyyyy, what was i gg to post abt? oh yeah, my update on my going outs.

OFFICIAL;
THURSDAY 30th november.- class outing. meet at PS, MAC 1230pm. watching HAPPY FEET. (call them to ask.)
SUNDAY 3rd december.- meet up wiv sharmaine & yunzhen & co at fareast. for what urh?
MONDAY 4th december.- meet up ST & chloe to watch step up. ): im so slow rite. hahas.

UNOFFICIAL;
SATURDAY 2nd december.- feets outing. 1pm. meet where unknown
TUESDAY 5th december.- watch movie wiv tricia bahhhh. nightmare before christmas 3D?DECEMBER.- GO SENTOSA TO PLAYYYYYYYY. wiv who, meet where, what time, unknown.

bottomline; IM SOOOOO GONNA BE DEAD BROKE~~~! stupid pokkkkkk!

we loved. Y1:19 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

oh yeah, this is a reminder for me. (:
OFFICIAL;
THURSDAY 30th november.- class outing. meet at PS, MAC 1230pm. watching HAPPY FEET. (call them to ask.)
MONDAY 4th december.- meet up ST & chloe to watch step up. ): im so slow rite. hahas.

UNOFFICIAL;
SATURDAY 2nd december.- feets outing. 1pm. meet where unknown
TUESDAY 5th december.- watch movie wiv tricia bahhhh. nightmare before christmas 3D?
DECEMBER.- GO SENTOSA TO PLAYYYYYYYY. wiv who, meet where, what time, unknown.

we loved. Y10:29 PM


hahas. okayyys. i said i will upload some photos rite.

stoned me, bottom left elysia, bottom rite nicky. i guess. im nt very sure. ):


i searched arnd my comp & found this. zhi en & i. ^^


yay! joel, sandra, vanessa, joshua. ^^ i sooooo love this photo~~


oh yeah, this was taken after a band day, i edited the photo. :D source; tricia's watch.


wellllll, she said self entertain rite??? xP

we loved. Y9:56 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEELAI!

i guess in other people's life, im nt as important anymore. today almost evryone didnt care. even my mum. except one more person i shant say his name lah. ltr ppl wuhui agn. lol. bt yeah, he was nice. royston was fack today. im nt stupid & naiive okay. im VANESSA. im nt like any OTHER girl. =.= isaac, would u stop ur obsession of her. its killing me.

youth camp. other then the forcing...would i go? ha. wadever.

by the way, u stupid morons reading, can u tag after reading or stuffs? i think its very rude eh. ): i think lah. oh yeah, may nt be gg for band tmr. cos im still sick & dying. screw this fack. siannnns. this like sucks lah. being sick & no one cares. BAH. whatever. gg to call tricia later. im so bored. sekali she go geylang agn. LOL! :X HAHAHA.

are you just avoiding me?

sentosa is where my dearest memories are held. )))):

we loved. Y8:52 PM

Monday, November 27, 2006

): im camp sick. haisssss~ & im also physically sick. hahaa. isaac's emotionally unstable. :DDD he's so FUNNAYE! xPpPpPp here are some pictures i haven uploaded for a LONG time. =.-

stupid. kenot upload.

nevermind. next time then upload. ): tmr gt tuition. quite fruitful lah. i made quite alot of noise in band today. cos i was VERY sick~. )))): pray for meeee. hahaha. yeaahhhh. tricia! go where? ): hahahahas. very tired lah. bye peeps.

SUP-ness is gone. ):

we loved. Y10:44 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

im so stupid lah. nw den i miss camp. =.= heeeee~ i miss more of the friends side. the crapping group side. nt really the games or what lah. my group was IMMANUEL. lol. hahas. auntie adeline, sandra, chinwee. isaac & i were in it. hahahaa. isaac is sooooo funnaye la. lol. :DDD

my brain nt working properly. hahaha. tricia say one. ): hEEEEE! played many beach games in sentosa. i had to take care of a station on both days. ): sad la. hais. kenot play. i was always kind of separated from my cousins. quite sad la. nevermind. ): den alot of trainers complained to me about genevieve. i shant say what la.
tricia chew pretz SO LOUDLY! HAHAHAHAHA.
hahahahaha! i kinda miss zhi en, sarah, angelica, eeryen, PRISSY, ARENA, YAN TING, amos, joshua, nicholas, isabella & many moreeeee~ hahahahaha!
sea monkeys look like twigs?
kay. i cant take it any more. im so bored & feeling very tricia tired. LOL! so dumb la can.
oh ya! ISAAC LOW OWES ME SOMETHING! :DDDDDDDDDD cos he whack my backbone wiv a water bomb. ):
all i have typed above was when i was talking to tricia on the phone, thats way it so off. heeeeeee. & can i miss you? oh, thank you room 206 people. ^^ you guys rawkkkkk~
suddenly i miss camp so much. i guess its just that i go for camps & come back really missing them. & even crying over such stuffs. so i guess....its just automatically i dun wanna think of the things & the people? so din miss camp that much. bt after what calvin said. stuffs like he miss camp & such, i guess, i went back to what i always do? hais. hahas. GORGEOUS GABRIEL. gabriel gt raped many times. HAHAHA. ^^ love prissy for crapping wiv my last night. love arena for being open & helpful. love yanting for being a faithful christian. ^^
& I LOVE TRICIA FOR MISSING ME! :DDDDDDD
im just feeling so STEWPID. ): i miss you leiiiii~

we loved. Y10:03 PM


HELLO PEOPLE. IM BACK. :D but, i think no one cares whether im back or not. come to think of it, yea, no one really cares.

dun feel like posting the stuff i did in the camp cos, i duno? maybe cos im just sick & tired of the things i had to stand there. anyway, thing is, im back. thats all.
take care people.

who were you to be my friend. u effing bytch. it isnt the things you did, it was what you didnt. y are you so simpleminded. hurrR?

we loved. Y9:00 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

BOO.RAR.ROAR.MEOW.WOOF.HI. &im bored. ):

today BAND. i think we played okayyyy. very fun lor. whole day talk crap. den kokwai play on his trumpet till his 1st button kena stuck. den waashan vaashan & i laugh like mad. LOL. sian. reached home at abt 6++ after sending tricia home. saw YIFENG! WUAHHHHHH! LOOK SO DIFFERENT. (omfg. btw, tricia was in total shock. =.-) i went home to sleep. i woke up cos my uncle was playing wiv my sister's feet on my face. -.= DO U FEEL THE PAIN?!?! hahahaha.

yeah. going to camp in a few hours time. about 10+ hours. do miss me okay? (: i dun care la. im bringing my hp. YAY. siannnnnnn! (: TRICIA! MISS MEEEEEEEEE! :DDDDDDDD

DO MISS ME OKAYYYYY!
bang! bang! bang! bang! im dead.

we loved. Y8:50 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

although i said i shant update, i cant cos im TOO BORED. sooooo..

yay! today finally went out of my rotting house. :DD go millenia walk wiv rafi for his job interview. LOL. he so lame la. kip saying alot of ppl. hahahahahahaha. saw kamun. (: neh nvr call her though. heeeeee. den pao qu suntec eat & play.
YAY! WIN SO MANYYYYY SWEEEEEEEETS! :DDDDDD YAY!!!

i wanna go to the beachhhhhh to cyyyyyyycle AGAIN! HOR HOR HOR TRICIAAAAAA. see ur backside burn for 4 hours again. =x xD im so bored.

im going to play auditon okay people? ): BYEBYE! :DDDDDD

im gonna make a difference today! ^^

we loved. Y9:09 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

hais. feeling weirdly depressed. WAAAAA. DNANGEL! bloody hell. make me so sad & evrything. T.T hais. so tired. din wanna talk today. kept watching TV. haishhhhhh! THERES NOTHING TO DO! grrr. im so BORED! can someone ask me to go out?!?!?! GRRRR. niwa-kun. T.T he's SOOOO LUCKY! T.T

we loved. Y11:10 PM


(i love the piano solo. ^^)

CAGED BIRD.
Takaku dono kurai tonde ittara
How high would I have to fly

Haruka tooku no kimi ga mienaku naru no?
Until I cannot see you anymore?

Hitomi soraseba,
If you fold one person,

raku ni naru kamo shirenai
You cant know what will happen.

Demo itsumo dokoka de mitsumete itai
I want to watch it forever.

Wasureru koto nante deki wa shinai kara
I will never be able to forget, so

Nasu sube mo naku,
There isnt even a way,

sora wo miageteru dake.
I simply look up at the sky

Maru de kago no naka no chiisana tori no you ni
like a small bird in my face.

Mado wo sagashite
I searched for a window

atemo naku, samayotte iru.
I searched without a lead...

Ima sugu ni aitai
I want to see you right now

kimi ga suki dakara
Beacuse I love you

Kizutsuku koto ga kowakute nigetai kedo
Although Im so scared Ill hurt you. I want to run away.

Mienai shigarami ni
Even if

tsubasa torawarete mo
My wings are stolen

Soredemo kimi wa
You will still be

kanashii hodo taisetsu na
The most important

hito.
person.

dont choose death in order to protect her. no matter what happens, must live to protect her.

we loved. Y9:24 PM


(: been fantasizing lately. cause of the latest episodes of DN Angel. + the song caged bird. the efffect is TADA! making me rot. make me a little depressed of the boring & sad life i have. dang. im back to square one. ): someone make me vanessa once again.

watch this. episode 24. its super great. (: after that, watch from episode 1 yea. its something like a rounding up for all the episodes b4 the BIG ENDING. (: its very very meaning. keep to mind what Freedert-san said. (:


by the way, the opening song is True Light & the ending song is Caged Bird. ^^
enjoy.

& i beg for your forgiveness.

we loved. Y9:20 PM


ahhhhhs. just finished DN Angel. :D its so nice. ah. no words can express the type of emotion im feeling now. im so jealous yet so happy yet so sad. jealous cos riku-san & daisuke's love is so the perfect now. happy cos i knw they lived happily ever after. sad, cos NO MORE NICE ANIME TO WATCH!

heee. nw, feeling more & more weird. why why why ar? haisho.

daisuke made me feel alittle bad abt myself. abt, how i cud be a much more better person. yea. EH! U MORONS OUT THERE WHO HAVENT WATCH DN ANGEL MUST MUST MUST MUST WATCH! :D love this show to the max! WHOOOO!~ (: you guys will knw hw i feel after that. ^^
oh yea, wencong nvr call today. ):

i love me. yay!

we loved. Y2:17 AM

Friday, November 17, 2006

heee. watched DN Angel the whole day. covered 20 episodes. :D i LOVE episode 18!! (: its sooooo ROMANTIC! AHHHHH!~~ :DD it made me think abit. what if the heart moves about, & yet cant find him. that would be like.....sad rite? hais. episode 20 also very saddening. mio hio sacrificed her doll life to let daisuke & risa love each other. i wonder why they want to capture dark in the first place. ): anyway, im like......kinda yea knw, wondering.

when, when would he happen?

am i just lovesick, or jealous?

we loved. Y1:43 AM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

OH YEA. i remembered a brief post of wad i wanted to say. YAY. i have many ants' corpses/carcass under the translucent mat for my chair. LOL. so gross. so many dead ants.

i like this colour. (: reminds me of strawberrys. i love paste-lic colours!

just like how i love you. oh do i?

we loved. Y5:12 PM


STUPID WENCONG. grrr. he say i say Get Backers not nice den kena headache as punishment. stupid. yea yea, Get Backers nice la. DN Angel nicer lei. WAHAHAHA. yay. just finished watching episode4. sian. why so slow ar. zzz. T.T woke up at 1pm today. lol. pig urh. i slept early last night. abt 230. yay. finally an early night. :D tired la. lol. kay. dowan to update ler. actually gt alot of things to update. but..i wanna watch ler. (: oh yea....

JAPANESE;
ichigo: strawberry
mashimaro: marshmellow
bento: packed lunch
immuoto: younger sister (eg. harada-immuoto)

break through the tainting white with darkness.

we loved. Y3:55 PM


OMG!! NIWA DAISUKE IS SOOOOOOOO CUTE! AHHHHHHH! xD EXP WHEN HE BCOMES DARK! AHHHHHH~~~!

anyway!!! im watching ichgo mashimaro & DN angel on youtube. omg la. its so damn nice! ahhhhhh!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD YAY YAY YAY YAY! AHHHHHHH! :DDD hope to find sumore nice anime. yay! get backers. HEEEEE~ nehhhhhh!

shippai mo atarinae dayo ne.
its natural to make mistakes.

we loved. Y12:29 AM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

hahas. ytd i gt post abit more la. bt de thing din work. so, i guess i'll just have to post it today. YESTERDAY: MONDAY, 13.11.2006.

im just testing something from what blogger said bloggers could do. email to ur blog. i just wanna see if it like, u knw, could work. :D seriously, i have nothing better to do. haha. mum said i could go to the balai trip. just hope it doesnt cut into band, cos like, i dowanna get nagged by coral kong agn. =.= freak. im still pissed by the million calls. kay, whatever, my house still smells like omelette. GRRRR.also, i have this thing kor kor daniel mentioned yesterday resounding in my head.


"as long as your mouth confesses that you believe in Jesus, you can be saved. it doesnt matter you are baptised or not."


cool urh? i think God wants me to transfer this message to you guys. cos, i dunno, my mind kips getting this message as if theres a banner in my brain.

have a nice day people. (:

yeps. dat was yesterday. hahas. (: im kinda happy wiv the life i lead now. :D all thanks to? nah. nt FOR anybody or OF anybody. just. myself. (: mum told me today, whatever kinda life u have, lead it happily. (: siti came to our hse ytd. hahas. she's so cute lah. kip playing wiv my sister. HAHA. she's just so cute. (: oh yea, MILK TASTE SO GOOOOD! :DDDD YAY! drinking the third cup for the day. heehee. last night slept well. thanks to wencong agn! ((: (tonight i think im gonna die cos he said he slept till 8pm just now. T.T xP haha. thankyou worrr!)

felt quite bored in the afternoon, wanted to go out wiv cong & anson, budden cong papa & cong mama at home. so i went to play badminton wiv darwin. (: long time din see him ler ya? hahas. shyt. shoulder pain. anyway, went to void deck play. tricia's hp was flat. so... )))): haha.

den suddenly dis lil kid watched us play. o.O his name is aloysius. haha. saw him a few times luh, bt dun rly knw him. he ran over & asked darwin if he cud play, so he play luh. hahas. in a few minutes, he told me evrything abt him. WOAH. cool rite? yea. cool. hahas. primary six wad. bt his quite nice la. hahas. reminds me a little of joshua. hahas. cute. so he talk more den play la. talk abt evrything. darwin aso. he said mr koh fell down & had to be admitted into a hospital. so if im nt wrong, he's stepping down. retiring. so kelian. ))): i like him, he's kinda nice. i mean mr koh. ting shuo mrs gilbert is VP.. last time was mrs joyce lim. anyway, i still think mrs gilbert sucks. shes such a show off. she always shows off her "great" power. i dun mind her being all fierce & stuff bt, i dun like her being such a complacent woman. well, what can we do? i dun dun like ms hon. at least she's jokable & friendly yea? hahas. well, life's like dat ya?

so went home. went to walk nicholina wiv mum. saw these bunch of kids when mum was in shengsiong. i had to walk nicholina cos she was in a stroller. so i went rounds. ANYWAY, saw dese bunch of kids. i guess age ranging frm 8 to 14. heeee. i think dat 14 year old guy looks cute. :PpPpP haha. so dey were in the playgrnd yea? hahas. dey were playing so happily. :D suddenly, an image of my cousins & i were playing. woah. my heart felt a kind of weirdness. dat kind of missing. i also kinda noticed dat dey were wearing white shirts? i looked arnd & saw a funeral.

den, i tot of my ahgong's funeral. & i remembered a scene whereby, eugene & i came across a few ants going into an electricity box. as kids, we love to waste time rite? hehs. called ALL ourt cousins. stephanie, gerald, ernest, genevieve, joshua & john. lil horns went up & poof, de ants were covered in LEMON BARLEY, CHRYSANTHYMUM TEA (is that how you spell it?) LONGAN & many many more sweet drinks. hahas. more & more ants were crawling out trying to move their doomed hse. woah. we were kinda creeped out la. so tryed to "exteniguish" the ants by splashing water at them. dey din die. dey got MORE. kns. bt uncle john sim told us to stopd playing wiv the ants la. cos gt "service" le. i still remember. (: i still remember the nice moments wiv my ahgong. :D i will never forget him. he's such a nice man. till his death, he still thought abt my grandma. thats really the true meaning of TILL DEATH DO US PART. bt, appararently, my grandma.... ah. i shant go on yea? anyway, i felt a lil nostalgic. ):

ahhhhs. people.....so, jueding le ma? TUESDAY GO PLAY PLAY PLAY! meixuan, you can go ma? if u kenot, im the only girl ehhhh. T.T

all the right reasons at the wrong time.

we loved. Y11:55 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

urgh. im having a freaking headache now. HAHAHAHAHA. bt im listening to london bridge. "OH SHIT" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! wdf laaaaaa. im laffing like LOL. okay okay. today's day was a total bad day. so yea. anyway, my mum cooked omelette. now de whole hse smells like omelette. "eeeeew." yea. EEEEW. damn. stomach feels weird. headache la. WALAU. grrr.

anyway, dese few days nights kept disturbing wencong. YAY! he so nice luh. he introduce me to all kinds of anime. YAY! lol. D.N Angel SOOOO RAWKS. :DDDD GET BACKERS rawks tooooo! cant wait for wednesday, thursday. friday for GET BACKERS. :PpPpP nice de lorr! ((((: D.N Angel duno gt anime dvd maaaa~ SO FREAKING NICE!!! yay!!! AHHHHHHH! "mr dark" i duno wads his other name is so damn shuai lorrrr. T.T so niceeeee.. all de adventure anime romance is so cute & ..... i duno wad to say. bt its just so great lor dat kind of feeling. will feel very jealous de.

wait wait wait. omfg. y m i toking like dis?? AHHHH!

(: hello. hahas. i love my hair. i love my life. i love my computer. no i dont. do i? haha. ive no idea. i love homework. im weird right. well..i do. at this time. cos there's like nothing to do at home. so yea. (:
im sooooooo excited cos of the kids camp. its gonna be so fun.

DEAR GOD, please please please multiply the numbers of the kids going to the camp? please oh please oh pleaseeeeee~!!

tell me your the one for me.

we loved. Y5:46 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

RAHAHAHAHAHAHA. going to have tuition neh. heeeees. my holiday is full of tuition. ((: i LIKE! yay! den mum maybe allowing me to go balai! YAY! bt go for wad? lol. SANDRA CHENG! GO FOR WHAT? dennnn..oh ya. today kenot go jiang cos rain like hell. kenot go church cos rain like duno wad. sia la. the stupid clouds insane. run here run dere like v shiok lyddat.


:DDD

we loved. Y3:19 PM

Friday, November 10, 2006

band was crappy today. joycelyn said it was my fault. it was raining. i gt scolded for strolling in the rain. & she fking gave me attitude. wad a nice day. hw i wish i cud have anyone of these days. i can dun give a damn. yea, bt i chose to try to initiate a conversation. i tries heeding joycelyn's words. i dun uds wad the fuck u trying to do. if u tink u wanna my life miserable, u dun have to. i had other worser experiences. im trying to be nice. if dis is wad life's gonna be like, i rather be a person wiv no friends at all.

nw, i wonder whose fault is it. think about it.

fuck this life.

we loved. Y7:36 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

seems like, afterall this crap ive said, YOU still dont understand. fine, im not gonna waste space on my blog bcos of you. i dont want this to be dragging on. if u say u are sorry, what for? i told you, im not angry bcos of you. so? say sorry for what. i dont want an spology. i want a change. apologies dont make differences unless you were proud. in this case, you arent. you just take me for granted. u took me as if, i would always happy. but, did u knw, its tiring. tiring to make sure ur frown was the other way round. if there's really anything going on, just open your mouth. if there's nothing...dont give that face. i'll definitely walk away that time. by that time, again, now, im never. ever coming back.

btw, hey joycelyn, i only said that cos, i knew u wud say i was......ya knw, lame la. cos u always say that. T.T

meeting xuan tmr. hais. finally. hope chloe's going. yay! going to look for ms toh this december! :DDD i dont give a damn if i have class outing on that day. i dont fucking give a damn. i think i shall be a freaking loner next year. lonely nerd? hahahahahahahaha! no way. YAY! can see zhihua, fuzhi, shu e & many more!! YAY! hope ms toh remembers me lahhhs. sekali she married liao. WOOOOOOTS! she & her maggie hair. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

mum cooked dinner tonight. :DDDD woah, finally i can be this full. (: mama had shingles. ): hope she gets better soon. : hais. shaoqing teach me to chiong milk, so that i can grow taller! YAY! hope i can do the milk drinking routine like this morning. hahaha. yeps. & next year, i so wanna get good grades. no more stupid vanessa ever again. ((((:

AIMS;
1. grow taller till i reach 160cm by next year. (:
2. study like crazy. ))))):
3. wants wencong to accompany me go modular next year!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD
4. patch back wiv friends. (if only she wants to.)

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
unless you dont want me to. which would be...stupid? xP

&&&& before i end this post, i love my mum!!! (((((:
(im SO GONNA clear the dishes tonight. :DDDD)

how could this be.

we loved. Y8:44 PM


i'd been thinking. what would make my life easier by phrasing what i wanted from you guys. and, i knew how.

DONT ever take me for granted.


i hate that. sorry that i was so crude yesterday. i hope u guys accept my apology. its not that i was angry bcos of you. its not that i hate YOU. i hate your attitude. if you think im trying to be lame by saying that, let me tell you, its a totally different thing. some others cant take it as well. i know cos. maybe i was ONCE, a trustable FRIEND for u guys. hur. just. bottom line, dont take me for granted. so thereafter, forget this ever happened. DONT take me for granted. dont. if one more time, i ever become so pissed in my life, im nt coming bak.

thanks shaoqing & wencong. ((: still, my xiaodi RAWKS! :DDD urh hur, siang, after elton derh Olvl go out okay okay? :PpPpP

sorry that you guys thought that i was angry for other foreign reason, or singly only YOU. its not. its by whole. one for all, all of one. (: ya?

meixuan! (:


this was all i am.

we loved. Y3:12 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

hais. ytd night so many things crapped up. i tink im hving a fever anyway. T.T hais. my boy....can u do smt? i........hais.

friendship things are gg down the drain. except for sharmaine, chloe, mx & shwutyng. YAY! :DDD same as ever. mwa mwa mwa! ((:

i hate em. i hate em not. i hate em. i hate em not. i hate em alot? lol. nah. no kidding. COME ON! SAVE MY LIFE YOU FREAKOS! sandra rawks tooooo. YAY! :PpPpPp evn wencong rawks! wad abt u guys. u stupid freakos. THINK! suddenly. i tot of what sharmaine said quite a long time ago. "i hate the word irritating" oops. dats too far back. nt rly said. i tink as in she posted in her blog. she said smt like mr hong mentioned abt friendship. he said that,

friendship is being friends wiv a person thru difficulties, obstacles & joy.
at all times.


means? i have only few friends. all frm primary school. i dun mean to be mean. or what. bt...cant u see? its all coming down. WHERE'S THE LOVE U FREAKOS!?!?! come on. look. im already putting in effort. alot of effort. yea, i knw u surely can see dat. bt, wad r YOU gonna do abt it.. its a different story. i can put in ALL my life into it. bt den agn, wad u do will den make a difference. i dun care if u feel upset reading dis. COS I AM MORE upset & hurt den u guys at the moment. YOU PEOPLE. THE WHOLE BUNCH OF YOU. read this,

I DONT CARE.



bt can you people hv more understanding & care??? im nt gg to be pushy or wadever. im nt asking much. just, CARE. okay? one day, if i ever go back to where i came from. u knw i HATE you guys. & i dun care anymore. i did that. i can do it agn! u bloody assholes. if u think i cant do dat cos i dun have any friends, think agn. i have more friends den u think i have. u guys dont knw wad is real love.


one day she is moody, de next she is not. WHY THE FUCK ARE WE SUPPOSED TO BE MAKING HER HAPPY? IT DOESNT MAKE OUR LIFE MUCH EASIER OKAY? SHE TALKS TOO MUCH FUCKING CRAP. WHY LET HER FUCKING CONTINUE. all this isnt gonna make our life easier. she knws. the moody one. she KNOWS. but so? she's not doing ANY FUCKING THING ABOUT IT. fuck. im gonna call mx. i dowanna talk anymore. it makes me sick.

i knw u guys wun care abt dis post. u guys will call me stupid. moody. siao. DONT. BECAUSE IM SERIOUS. ESP YOU. i knw u will do that. bcos when i was angry, u didnt calm me, u didnt talk to me. u just scolded me. yea. so much for a friend.

FUCK YOU.
whats it gonna take .

we loved. Y9:03 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

woke up at 7am today. cos i was so tired & comfy on my bed. haha. was late for meeting mx & chloe. T.T srry people. hahas. den went to primary school. awww. we were kinda sad? yea. sad. hahahas. empired p6 netball interhse. not happy lah. cos dey kip ignoring me. hais. den ATE MEE SOTO. wakao. so freaking long nv eat liaos. hahahahaha! wanted to eat lor mee. bt was to full lahs. =.=

chloe went to my hse & mx went to parkway. both of us wanted to slp. bt after we saw de comp, we decided to PLAY! hahaha. audition! yay. sooooo we did crap. look at this.



stupid urh.

we gt bored changing male avatars rly quick, so we decided to make dis rly hot one.


*clap clap clap* :P den, we found the top corny soo...


TADA! :DDD

i said some avatars can see underwear. sooo... we turn the character to the lowest point..


duno wad ure supposed to see?


XD

YAY. den watched we ms swan & bobby lee. WDF! SO FSTUPID! hahahahahaha! went to find shwutyng, sharmaine, sylvia & randy. we happened to see denyse & kamun. hahas. both wearing purple. so matching. like couple. x.x how loving! :DDDD heeeees. after seeing some peeps wearing purple lingerie, we went to ps. ST & shar wanted to watch DEATHNOTE bt de rest wanted to watch FLUSHED AWAY. hahahahahahaha! so split. T.T well, i din regret watching flushed away. cos it so FUNNY! hahahahahaa. YAY! i love the stupid slugs. HAHAHA. ((((: please do watch. its so nice. (: after dat went to arcade to wait for shar n ST. saw tricia, joycelyn, brenda, anson, leuven & vincent. although yea, i saw dem, i pretended i din. bad urh. duno lahs. hahahas. bt i did tok to the people. ^^v met liaos. den go evrywhere to slack. cudn decide where to go. ideas like, buangkok, bugis, go home, stay here, play arcade, go pcbunk all came out. hahaha. yay. so slack for a long long time. until 7++. hahas. sian lahs. esp, randy. i pity randy. randy look as if he want to be anywhere bt here. hahaha. too bad lor. siannnnnnns. few things crapped up lahs. like dey always do. ((: bt i din lose my patience!! wow! long time i nv done dat. it just might be the ppl arnd me......................

im rly tired now. i shud go to bed. so. (: good night.

what could happen?

we loved. Y9:14 PM

Monday, November 06, 2006

DARN. im SOOOOO bored!i have to post agn! im DAT bored alright. )): i miss stephie & gerald. hais. PICKIES ALWAYS RULE! YAY! xPpPpPp hais. only thing is dat, stephie & i have nth to say on msn. try to make it a point to say hi, n it leaves it as dat. hais.

i miss him la dah. hows? i duno he will nots. i miss uncle toooo. )): listening to BEAUTIFUL DISASTER. feeling sad. hais. duno how.

i really really wanna give my whole heart to you.

we loved. Y11:28 PM


YAY! im lvl 13 now. unlike sumone..who's still 11. *whistles* hais. i wonder whooo. xP YAY! gg bak to primary school tmr. i wanna knw who on earth is joanne! YES! IM DETERMINED TO KNW WHO! =.= ltr sumone say i dramamama agn. T.T SEE LAH. zzz.

sianjipua. watch mr lee's movie for 38seconds i dowanna watch liao. kns. make me dun feel like eating my potato chips. kao. so fanwei sia. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! toking abt FANWEI! i suddenly think of MICHELLE! =x so bad la. hais. anyway, duno whether she gg anot tmr pei dem watch movie. hahahas. hope yes. xP COS IM NOT DERE! YAY!

right, this is a completely crappy post. i din get to ask him lahs. so.. T.T

i miss you. ):

we loved. Y11:07 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

hehes. went to ikea wiv my family. hahas. played wiv toys. =.= my mum lah! hahas. yea, dey arent normal parents. :DD dey r nice mahhs. hahas. rearranged my computer. removed my old computer table. put in last time's dining table. =.= hahahas! kay la. nw more STYLE. :PpPpPp so funnnnn! hahahas! TO TRICIA: ehhhhh! my computer look nice now. hahahas! xPpPp

ahhhhhs. i go play audition now bahh. hahas. cos nth to do liaos. my uncle play battlefield 2 until like v shiok. feel like playing lei. xD hahas. yay. i like today bah. ltr eating STEAK! yum yum. ((((((((: my sister is uber cute. YAY. :DDDDDD
LOOKING SUPER FOWARD TO CHURCH CAMP! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

byY3xXzS twiiTtTsXx! xP
MWA!

we loved. Y6:25 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

RAR! im feeling soooooo lathargic. my mind is all abt him. haha. yea. all of sudden. MAN. i love myself. HAHAHAHA. tired jiu shi zhe yang lahs. ((((: TRICIA CAME TO MY HOUSE till SEVEN! hope she doesn't get a scolding. AWW. im so tired n im so missing him. graaaa! just watched you, me & dupree. ITS SO STUPID! omg. lucky i din go to a cinema to watch dat moronic movie. im feeling very comfortable wiv myself now. im aso feeling v comfortable. haha. dun ask me y. xPpPpPpP

whoooooos. im going off in 40minutes. hahas. which wud be 1030pm. :DDDD dun miss me den okay?? i had a super WEIRD dream last night. xP
TO TRICIA: i initiated the hand thing by like touching his hand luh. weird hur? BUT dat person held on when i let go gently. RAR!!! weird hur!! [suddenly rmbered. ]
HELLO! hahaha. im mad urh. telling TRICIA hello.
HAHA.

i miss SCHOOOL! i miss my SCHOOL LIFE! okay la. i dun rly miss the classes & stuff bt......i miss all the fun i guess. hahas. can i go back to the past for just one day? i wanna go back to my primary school n play eh. i still rmb dat evn though i rarely spoke to yishun n pengcong, i knw dat dey will be super funny. i wun nvr forget dat chloe, sharmaine, wenyi n all will be stuck together. haha. i rmb meixuan. :DDDDD i'll nvr forget all these. ((: i love you guys okay? dun think i will ever forget! NONONO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

right now, i miss TRICIA. cos she says she'll be online after her bro has finished using it. RAR! COMON! ONLINE! i miss him more. hais. i wonder does he ever tink of me. i wonder if my dream actually comes true. hahaha. dat wud be super weird. xP

i think i shall stop typing crap n crry on wiv my life. (((:
OH YA! we had pasta tonight. uncle was the chef. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD i love all his suprises. HEH! THANKYOU! although i din finish it. T.T

i love evrything about you.
vanessa was here. :D

we loved. Y9:43 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

FIRSTLY, yay! i ran in the rain wiv victor to go home. hahaha. only run abit la. de rest is just walking. T.T xPpPp nw im dry at home. so comfy. :DDD victor so funnaye, try spitting at a millipede bt kip missing. LOL. i tried, bt de millipede went into a hole. RAR! hehehe. den went home lorhs. today in band i tot we played quite well.. bt mr samad said we played like crap. i guess wadever we played was not GOLD BAND SOUND, thats why. (((: NEVERMIND! we'll do our best to attain the SYF GOLD AWARD NEXT YEAR. :DDDD oh yea, concert 2007 on 26th january. remember okay? AND GO! if u want tickets, come after meee~~~ not now. when i tell u guys so. :PpPpP going back to primary school tmr to promote our bloody school. RAR!
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NEXT, QUIZ TIME. T.T -chloe asked me to do this.
(i changed back the topic.)

Name 13 of your classmates you can think of now.

Dont read the question below until you have written all the names of the 13 people!
Enjoy this quiz.

1.tricia
2.shermine
3.shini
4.joycelyn
5.wencong
6.anson
7.brenda lee
8.leuven
9.vincent
10.shuan cheang
11.guanwee
12.elton
13.alex

how did you meet 10? /shaun cheang.
in my rawking class. 1e1 ((:

what would you do if you never met 1? /tricia.
i wudn laff my heart out n had a fish. )): she also wudn knw my secrets. HAHAHA.

what would you do if 2 and 6 dated? /shermine & anson.
o.O i wudn go anything bahhhs. ): bt dey wun cos shermine.....xD

have you ever seen 4 cried? /joycelyn.
ermmm. that image doesnt happen to be in my mind.

do you think 10 is cute? /shuan cheang.
yea.. i guess. he act aute quite funny lah. bt nt EXACTLY what you say CUTE. =x

how did you get to know 8? /leuven.
he's in my rawking class. and he sat beside me dis year. :P

would you ever go on a date with 12? /elton.
hmmm.. i dun ever tink so. )):

what is 7's fav. colour? /brenda lee.
i guess it has to beeeeee...black? hope im right.

What would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you? /anson.
o.O why so zhun?? duno. depends on him lah. xP

facts about 9. /vincent.
nice, friendly, funny, nice, did i say dat just now? oops. my buddy buddy. HAHA. xP oh! n he owes me Ben & Jerry's. :DDD

who is 4 going out with? /joycelyn.
nobody. hw abt me????? hmm. she'd reject me. )): haha.

who is 5 to you? /wencong.
MY DIDI! MY OH-SO-CUTE DIDI! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

would you ever live with 13? /alex.
ERMMM.. i think he's brother wud disturb me bah. i dun mind if its a diff rm. ((:

is 2 single? /shermine.
YEPS. bt...... :D

what do you think about 3? /shini.
MY sushi! my buddy buddy. (((: NICE!

whats the best thing about 5? /wencong.
u can call him anytime, n he can crap wiv you. bt, he wud auto switch off his mind when its 11. ): he can guess wad r might be thinking too. heehee.

what do you think about 11? /guanwee.
hmm. SHUAI! nah la. last time cuter. hahas. erm. very nice. he's gentle towards girls. :DD

fav. memory with 2? /shermine.
when we used to watch any movie in my room laff start to laff like bloody morons. xP

6 PEOPLE THAT HAVE TO DO THIS QUIZ.
1. vincent.
2. tricia.
3. joycelyn.
4. xiuming.
5. kelly-ann.
6. weiyoong.
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there were too many tags for me to reply, so, here dey are. ((:
REPLIES TO TAGS.
SERAPHINA; HELLLOOOOOS! :DDD
TRICIA; sad lorhs. how? i help u buy keyboard ar? xP
SYLVIA; o.O SURE GOT LA! 对我这么一点的信心而已? T.T hehs.
SIANG; haha. late lerh mah. wad to do..
KELLYANN; helloooooooooo ball-less kelly! o.O HAHA.
CHLOE; YAY! done. ((((:
CARMEN; HELLLLOOOO! you takaiire too yea? :DDDDDD
MEIXUAN; DARN i miss you so much all of a sudden. T.T
YONG TAU FOO; lols. asshole. RAR! ermm.. congrats for?

i need you so bad.

we loved. Y5:47 PM

/welcome.
part one.
part two.
part three.
part four.


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